I raged at the sun while the moon and constellations whistled for ke. We walked, we damned pilgrims, to a cenotaph. The thunder had no mercy; angels bade us adieu, punished by sound. Cairns of fiction flummoxed the winfs, held their positions. O, chastened men of ink, battle the sundering force!
S by J.J. Abrams and Doug Dorst
To love someone wholly, and never see them aesthetically nor care too, yet never be able to express this emotion openly, is a catastrophic form of heartbreak that one must live with, with the only chance of freedom from this pain being the desired ones heartbreak. Less you can live with the joy of seeing them happy.
I haven’t seen Tobias in years. The last time I saw him he was heart broken over a girl he was set to marry, who in turn decided to sleep with her “best friend”. This woman, this girl, was the epitome of stereotypical bad girls. I’d like to think that the majority of us girls, though crazy, are loving enough to know a good man when we see one. Tobias. He’s one. He may be a bit slow towards women at first, but once you get to know him, he’s the best man I’ve ever tried to push onto any of my female friends. This is a guy who devotes his entire heart and soul to the woman he is with and to no other. You see, us girls, we have become the men we feared the most. The men that drug us along for the sake of having someone to come home too just so they could sleep around on us for sport. At some point, we decided that us girls should return that pain and heartache unto them and do to them what they did to us. You see, the problem with that, as with the problem that men in countered before us is, that though there are many women (or men) in the the world that are open to hurt us just for a piece of ass and a good time, there are twice as many that just want to love us for who we are and be in a relationship with us and give us the love we deserve. At some point, the paradigm has shifted and the women of the world have taken over the role as the “bad seed” in the relationship and can no longer be trusted. Us girls, we need to just let go and allow the men of today to just say “I like you” and be happy with that. We may get hurt, but how are we to know they won’t get hurt as much or more? If someone is willing to attempt to show an interest in you then let them have their way for a short period and see what they have to offer. What harm can be done by letting someone try. So they might not be the most attractive at first, but after they prove themselves they might be far more attractive than they seemed at first. A simple law of life that should have been discovered many ages ago is, give people the benefit of a doubt and let them try before shifting them out and shooting them down.